First off if you're gonna get offended be my guest, at this rate I don't care anymore.
You remember that time when you cared and we all had a fun time no matter what? When you were first intimidated by me to then find I was nothing more than a dumbass and that you could easily laugh with and at me in a joking manner? When roleplaying was fun and everyone cared about each other and supported decisions? Or at least pretended that you cared? I honestly don't lol. It is every time I post something like this that you all rush to where I am and talk dirt of those who, in your eyes, are the ones throwing pebbles at me. You're all knights, all perfectly honorable and there to rescue me from the horrible people. Talking dirt about them and giving me kind words of support. And you know what I always take them, your words of support, and it is in that moment when I think 'wow I have the best luck ever 'cause all these people care about me' but you know what? You're no knights, you're not perfect and you're all part of the problem. Yeah I am horribly bitter, pissed off right now so I decided to write this and damn I am not even sure I am going to upload this but who gives a fuck in the end.
What do I mean? Easy, you don't care about anything if it doesn't have some sort of gain for you unless it's extreme conditions. No, I am lucky to have a home, food, a loving family, a good relationship with my boyfriend, I am pleased with my identity. Does this make my life perfect? No, and you don't fucking know me.
I'll keep this short 'cause idek what i want to type at this rate. I don't fucking care if you dislike my characters, I don't care if you're sick and tired of having them around or see me draw the same thing over and over. I don't give a fuck if you think they are bland or too perfect. You can shut the fuck up about how 'badly' I develop them, funny 'cause you probably have no idea what the fuck you're talking about lol if you don't know what im doing with them it is 'cause i barely talk to you anyways. I couldn't care less about your opinion on my likes and dislikes, you're not me and thankfully i am not you. I am amazed at how when i brought up st mortiel was making me feel bad, uncomfortable and that i wasn't enjoying it anymore you all rushed to it's rescue. Yes, it's
, you all made it clear that the first thing to come to mind if i complained was not wondering if anything was wrong with me but what might happen to the group if i am not enjoying it anymore. I didn't ask for help to make the group better, hell i haven't done anything for that group /mod wise/ since october, and even then i was thinking about armonia. Why did i grow tired of stm? Easy, it turned into something i didn't enjoy. I don't even have to explain myself, i just stopped enjoying it and that's that. My character became something i didn't like because the whole environment felt toxic to me. End of story.
What happened today? What happened a few weeks ago? The current mod team thought it might be a good idea to incorporate playable teachers to StM as well, like we did in Armonia. Some of you asked if there could be some so there'd be classes, assignments and just overall SCHOOL INTERACTION IN A FUCKING SCHOOL RP GROUP. I didn't know 'cause tbh the teacher I made
for that group were rushed. Why? My cat got lost and I was sad. Yeah, I have feelings what a shocker! After talking for a while one of the mods said she was curious about one of her teachers so I sad go for it but guess what she has a life too!
Incredible right? The nerve of some people. So today after a while trying to figure something out to: a) give a bit of order to the chaos that is that group and b) fucking enjoy myself in it, I came up with a character idea. Yes a fucking teacher, idk why this is a problem in a stupid SCHOOL RP GROUP but anyways, I was playing with the idea thinking of something different in that group. Not your stoic strict teacher but a literally
crazy Drama teacher. A zoroark, that tbh I thought could look/act a bit like prof Trelawney from HP? Well yeah I was doing that, a sketch went off to twitter and what greets it?
Is that a teacher?
JESUS EFFING CHRIST what is the problem here? What is so fucking wrong about the mods having teacher characters? Is it the stupid 'position of power' over the students? Do you know how a school acts? Y'all claim StM is 'better than Armonia' cause 'it feels real'. Real where? In the hunger games maybe where you toss a bunch of teenagers together without any sort of order. Is it that
wrong for mods to enjoy the group as well? I mean suuuure it's a power position and no members can't make teachers. Members don't have to deal with the issues either. Or check apps. Or comments, or notes. You don't come up with events, you don't deal with complaints because you didn't answer a question that was in the FAQs on a Sunday night 'cause omg how dare you have a family or just wanting to relax????
So you know what? Fuck it, I am done with that group. DONE. Before all of you come screaming at omg you can't close it chill, I am not but I am done with it and so are 3 other mods from a team of 6 where 1 has been MIA for months. You're interested? Send me a note and we'll discuss it because if you pretend to have it connected to armonia it WILL have my rules regarding it's universe.
Speaking of which, you're tired of Armonia being kiddish? 'cause you know y'all were the ones asking for that event, just saying. So if you don't like it either the leave the group button is right there.